I Didn’t Know What to Say

Look at me,
I’m dripping,
Tears, Blood.

My heart
Was ripped from
My soul.

I want to hide,
Somewhere far,
Where I can’t feel
Anymore.

From this day on,
The rest of my Life,
I will play dead
To Love
And all it’s meant
To be.

Always
I will cry ---

And they laughed,
Those boys
That Raped me.
--- They laughed.”

I...cried.