Somebody said that to me once When I was young and brave. ‘And sadness in one as young as You is frightening.’ Sadness and Loneliness in an old woman is
Frightening too and sad. Sanctuary Is found in a winter leaf. A portrait In blues. My mother never told me About boys. The long, slow, wet
Kisses that were on their minds. Their arms around your waist at a
school dance. Hands caressing your back in circles.
I’m a swimmer. I’m a daughter. My father is the summer dad. My mother, the winter woman. Ice running through her veins. She’s sage and star and loved up. She never taught me that boys Were like magic. That I was Khoi. Johannesburg was like an open Book to me. I had reading hands. Women there described men as magic. I have disappeared under stars in the middle of a winter in Johannesburg.
I no longer need lithium. It nearly killed me to tell You the honest truth. There is dirt under her (mum) fingernails as she works in the garden.
I no longer need lithium. Haven’t I said that already?
It is important for you to know that I no longer Need it to live and breathe and to gather my instinct to me. Where am I now and what is my reason for living?
Once my lover’s hands felt like braille. His tender words were like tea leaves. Tea spilled from the cup I was drinking. And then, I was a lovesick flesh and blood woman again.
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