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Monologues of guilt Monologues of guilt
by Gordana Mudri
2017-07-08 10:16:37
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Monologues of guilt

Forgive me
                                Forgive me
for I left you in the hallways of time
                                for I left you in the hallways of time
when you maybe needed me the most
                                when you maybe needed me the most
forgive01_400But my darkness would have destroyed
your just awakened  light
                                But I couldn't break through the darkness

                                you were carrying
and the smile would have gone from your face
                                and it was like a wall between us
And I turned my back to you
for I didn't want to cause your sorrow
                                And I turned my back to you
                                for I felt redundant

 

Forgive me
                                Forgive me
for you were waiting for my words
                                for I couldn't have waited any longer
when I embraced my silence as salvation
                                when you left me in silence
But I had to fight my demons alone
as I always did
                                But the demons you helped me to beat

                                appeared again
and I've never laid down the weapon
                                and I feared for both of us
And I've never asked for help
for I didn't want you to see me weak
                                And all my words went unheard

                                for you were hiding behind your walls

 

Forgive me
                                Forgive me
for I'm looking at your smile from aside now
                                for I'm not looking at you anymore
when it suddenly shines across the distance
                                when you sometimes appear from nowhere
But it is the only spark I have
in this lonely life
                                But I found a smile that holds me

                                on my path
and I keep it like a secret blessing
                                and I had to move on

 

And I ask myself…
                                And I ask myslef…
Could have I kept you                   
                               
Could have I done more

 

 


   
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